Have you ever read something
And it just tears away your scabs and lets you bleed with fresh emotion?
Have you ever suddenly remembered that you cared so deeply, and think “when did I ever build this wall?”
What’s all the commotion?
What’s all this noise?
The sky is still falling, but I sit here with poise.
I became a rock, but my heart’s still soft.
Soft and wounded, housing a lot.
From fire rise the mighty, I’ll try to remember
But for now I’m smouldering, still birthing from the ember.
We the mighty
Indestructible
Like diamond breaks
Impossible
Souls is bared
Clear as the sea
Deep as the Earth
The power she breathes
Fair and just
Her grace extends
She sharpened her knives
Of compassion and mend
Be like the queen
Says me unto thee
With beauty and might
Of Diamond is she
That Kings and Queens exist in me
That royalty is in all of we
Not exclusively
We the dethroned
Hard as diamond are we
Once more onto thee
Great mystery I see
What lies beneath Earth
Is the heart of the world
A heart we rule, a kingdom our own.
Yes I was sitting
Just on my own
Thinking of the world,
Thinking alone
Suddenly pensive about those eyes
Suddenly my heart jumped
This is a surprise!
It startled me too!
I had no clue
The effects of the green irises
Lost from all view
I breathed, held my heart, like a thumping grenade
Damn you love!
HOW SIMPLY YOU INVADE!
How did you sneak into the quietest thoughts?
My lonely life was fine…or not
Regardless be gone! I’ve had dealings with you
And you never turned out better for the two.
Yet I sit there smiling, like an idiot on the bus
Unaware of the green eyes watching
From a distance, or was I off?
That tweeting love bird
Annoyingly flew
So close to my heart
I thought of only you
And “you” is code for many
Both past, present, future, if any
The chance of love, a destiny
I’m unsure I should trust this epiphany
HOW DID YOU RUIN/PERFECT My normal day!
I’m into Easter, tea, candy, not love! Just go away!
But I’m still giddy, a half-hearted threat I say
Fine, stay, and dissolve me in pink
Or red, or whatever love’s colour it is you think.
Sometimes life can get you down
So here’s a medicine to get you up!
No it’s not in a bottle or pill
It’s on a pillow or in a cup!
Sad or Mad you say you can’t
And sometimes yes, you can’t so shan’t
But rest assured in rest you’ll find
A much better life than you left behind!
Dreams are not only found in sleep!
Though sleep is a portal for dreams to keep
Sleep and rest will cure your soul
It’ll find you broken and make you whole!
A little sleep like a bird in a nest
That learns to fly much higher than the rest.
You are human, it’s ok to fall
All great things must, to rise and grow tall
You are not done, you have much left to do
And so march on like the soldier in you.
Alas don’t give up, and sing your song
Loud and clear because that’s nothing wrong!
Be happy and glad that you’re dreams live on
Beyond the pillow, the cup, and beyond!
I walked on Dark Clouds
With an angel beside me…and the hand that held me was icy. There wasn’t much to discuss, except about the demons inside.
They roiled and screeched from depths below,
beckoning to me, inside my soul
What did it matter if I fell from dark skies?
Would this angel hold on? and so the Angel sighed.
He could read my thoughts, without a word or even eyes.
“Fall” He said, and I felt my heart stop,
He let go of my hand, and my body did drop
The dark heavens transforming to white.
“Fall so that you may fly.”
said a smile that waited in sight…
and the Angel knew best, that an Angel, was I.
So fall and fall to the deepest of hell, so that you learn to fly, like the Angel and I.
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But recently turning to God was a completely conscious thing that something within told me to do. It’s strange really, to feel the presence of some higher nature all around you. I have felt the miracles of God, I am religious, and I’m not afraid to say it. God is what holds me up, and gives me strength. I found that in my solitude, I was able to find comfort in the silence, I was able to reflect deep within myself and emerge with a happier virtue.
This is just the way I cope. You may see this as silly even 😀
However, my hope is that all of you, whether you are religious or not, find your strength. I believe in you, I love you, and never forget your self worth. You are important, you are cared for, and it doesn’t matter if you narrow it down to a person or even a pet, the point of the matter is that there are people in this world who notice you and despite their own actions, have memorized your face, and remember you.
People are precious, YOU are precious, so don’t ever forget that. Keep fighting your demons, and WIN.
Nanobyte 